GENESİS, PT. İ

They say the 20's are the best years of your life
But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets
Because I'm busy on my phone
Observing everyone else
How I compare and obsess
Just me
My phone
And these walls
And I been sober for some months
But I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall
Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant
I been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them
I googled why I'm so desperate for
Validation and sedatives
Calling men who don't give a
**** about me
Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy
I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been
Curtains closed bed bound
Amphetamines
This devil on my shoulder man I'm tryna shake him off
My ex is on my timeline it's as if he's showing off
My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights
My ego is conquering new heights
I think I need some
(I think I need some)
Do you need some
(Do you need some)
Don't we all need some light
(we all need some light)
I think I need some
I lied I don't think I know I need some
I need some light
Some sweet sunshine
To feel alright
Please let there be light